today was the 40th day of your death! I visited you in your forever home. you seemed peaceful eventhough you have no choice! I miss you every day and night and mom is killing us with all her bad decisions. i feel like i'm having a stroke whenever i talk to her. she's like a nightmare, both to me and sis. you sholdn't have put her in chaege! she can't help it and i'm scared to death for my sis's future. help us!