After he left

I have never thought about the day he dies! It was always like a nightmare to me. It actually was one of my scariest ones! Whenever I had that nightmare, I would had called him in tears and he would had laughed at me He was not a saint! He had done lots of NOT GOOD things in his life, however he was a wonderful dad and I loved him so much. I miss him every day and I think we could have been happier if non of these things happend in our lives

40th day

today was the 40th day of your death! I visited you in your forever home. you seemed peaceful eventhough you have no choice! I miss you every day and night and mom is killing us with all her bad decisions. i feel like i'm having a stroke whenever i talk to her. she's like a nightmare, both to me and sis. you sholdn't have put her in chaege! she can't help it and i'm scared to death for my sis's future. help us!

Missed you Baba